Aruyn

   You are in front of me. You have not seen me yet but, even if I get half back now, you will hear my steps before I got far enough. There's no turning back. But strangely, I have no fear now that I've decided to make what I desires most, and what I feared most.   It's time to wake up completely from this dream that I thought eternal, from the loneliness that came over me every night. You have made me start to wake up without even realizing it. I was so concentrated fighting with you and seeing that kitty smile you always put that even myself didn't notice it. But every time the nightmares wake me up at night, there you were, with that ang